After BSF today, mum brought me to the salon where she left grandma for her perming of hair.

Randomly decided on the spot to cut my hair!

There does not seem to be much changes, but it's less bushy and I feel so much lighter! The hairdresser was so nice, she talked to me about my hair condition etc. etc.


I need to survey my friends on hair care.

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I absolutely cannot believe that it's been about 20 days since I last posted here.

Apologies.
The past 20 days has been SO challenging. So much and down moments. & honestly I've  been typing sentences describing how it was....... but I've been backspacing because it's just so hard to find the right words to define everything.

Just to make things easy: these 20 days I've enjoyed, I've suffered. I've got burned, I've learned. & I've endured.

I won't give up on this blog. I will slowly replace some of the older posts ya (some upsetting days I didn't even take pictures, I feel so sad now gahhh).

I'm still grateful for those reading this ay? :') Leave a comment to hola at me.... sprinkle me some dash of hope please :')

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Today mum drove grandma up from KL so that we can eat dinner with her to celebrate her 82th birthday.

A jumble of things happened today... I don't usually list out everything I do in a day but... here goes:

1. Woke up.
2. Lying on bed, recalling some weird dream involving a special boy and Liam Hemsworth.
3. Getting up, bath, read bible, prayed..
4. Ate breakfast.
5. Hanged around.
6. Warmed up fingers on piano.
7. Went for piano class.
8. Came home, used comp and ended up doing what? I don't remember.
9. Surfing on Instagram.
10. Surfing on Appstore.. downloading weird games.
11. Watching some Chinese television show describing skincare.. facial.. pimples.............
12. I don't remember.
13. Talking to brother.
14. Wait I ate lunch long before of course.
15. Lalalalalala fast forward went to WongKok, one of my favorite eating place to eat!
16. RAINED.
17. LIGHTNING.
18. Cotton candy.
19. Arguments.
20. Make ups.
21. Blogging..
22. Scrolling..

This is honestly the weirdest and time-wasting post you'll ever read ! D:

RUN AWAY AND COME BACK NEXT TIME WHEN I RECOVER FROM.......... WEIRDNESS OF TODAY.

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I am so surprised to receive these lovelies as a gift today ! :')

I've always wanted to buy a camera ring, but told myself whenever I stumble upon it on online blogshops... that I don't need it at the moment. In order to control myself not to purchase. But when this surprise came I really feel super ultra blessed ! Instead of 1... I receive 1 more........ and a beautiful flower!

Hehehehehehe.

A million thanks to one special guy and one special girl that made this possible.

My fingers are complete now.

(heh)

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(instagram pic, hehehe)

我不晓得如何解释，可是这短短的两个星期内，我经历了好多考验。

The past two weeks had been a little challenging. I found myself caught in a lot of deep thoughts. About everything; the past, the future, family, friends, music, interests, life, religion...... The good thing is that I'm not emotional but rational about it. Just that psychoanalysing everything is pretty taxing. Overwhelming.

I just want to be comfortable in being just me. The issue arises where at points I don't even know who I am anymore. I thought I've passed this self-identity search period like a long time ago. But I guess I'll just embrace these moments that will eventually allow me to become someone I'm happy being. Happy through the storms and rainbows!

Moments. Watched The Vow tonight. Inspiring. In the process of discovering herself(Paige) again, I find it soooooo touching that Leo eventually didn't force her to be who he would have wanted her to be. It might seem odd but his sacrificing love should deserve an applaud.

My ears are soaking into the perfect melody and harmonisation of The Civil Wars's Poison and Wine. The lyrics is what I call beautiful.

Alright, I will stay strong. Kudos.

明天会更好。

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Today I had the utmost privilege of photographing my beautiful, gorgeous friend, Aly!

This is my favorite shot of hers.


She has beautiful eyes.
& hair.
& skin color.
& heart.

:')

I'm still learning, not a pro but taking steps!

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My dad brought me to KL today to collect these two from the 7-Eleven HQ office (won from their contest previously, read here and here).

It was a weird adventure.

Dad drop me then he went to finish his errands. I was alone while collecting it (took around half an hour), then I went across to Times Square... and walked around.

It's been years since I've been to that place, ended up being like some lost tourist roaming endlessly.. Times Square has seriously so much floors........ at the end I wanted to find a place to sit down, and I found myself ending up in KFC ordering something just so I can sit down and chill. Contemplated to go to Chatime actually but seems like nobody really sits there... (awkward for me to just wait..)...... and also Starbucks, but reality is I don't quite fancy sipping coffee alone.

After that I had lunch with dad in lowyat (weird place I tell you, they only have Premium Toilets which charge you RM1?!!!!!..... ended up going to some hotel to borrow their white throne, hehehehe). Went back home after and took the picture above! And about 10-20 more shots. Heh.

Seriously ze brothers and I were extremely jakun as the iPod is the first Apple product we (or I, heh) have ever own! & the PSP for my youngest brother........ meow.

Extremely grateful. All thanks to God! :)

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April Fools! :D

& the first night where I slept past 12. Eyes still awake at about 2am.. hence I text-ed Sher and asked whether she wanna watch The Hunger Games later today. sorta afraid that she'll assume i'm april fooling her(ha), but we went to watch and i'm blown awayyyyyyyyyyy

probably because i didn't read the book.

went in to the cinema with no clue of what's the story line is about despite watching the trailer... and i went out thinking like it was one of the best movies i've ever watched, seriously

i cried when katniss decorated flowers all around rue...

& the most random part: i went in rooting for liam hemsworth, but i left the cinema going gaga over josh hutcherson!!!! ahehehehe

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Sher & I had the most random day, but random is good. Very good ;D


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I'm blown away by this pool.

Who wouldn't love living here and enjoying this facility?

Anyone knows where this?
Anyone lives here?


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As I was hanging around Segi Damansara for the day, I decided to reread this book I brought along.

I actually wrote down some lines from the book that impacted me, literally.

Here are a few:

• And I suppose tapes, like photographs and videos, are a desperate attempt to steal something from death's suitcase. (p.63)  

• "You know what that reflects? Unsatisfied lives. Unfulfilled lives. Lives that haven't found meaning. Because if you've found meaning in your life, you don't want to go back. You want to go forward. You want to see more, do more. You can't wait until sixty-five." (p. 118)   

• There is no formula to relationships. They have to be negotiated in loving ways, with room for both parties, what they want and what they need, what they can do and what their life is like." (p. 178)  

• None of us can undo what we've done, or relive at a life already recorded. But if Professor Morris Schwartz taught me anything at all, it was this: there is no such thing as "too late" in life. He was changing until the day he said good-bye. (p. 190)  

• Have you ever really had a teacher? (p. 190) One who saw you as a raw but precious thing, a jewel, that with wisdom, could be polished to a proud shine? If you are lucky enough to find your way to such teachers, you will always find your way back. (p. 192) 

Segi Damansara is quite unique.
Tuesdays With Morrie, is really one of the best books ever written, period.

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